There is so much to unpack here, I’m not sure what to tackle first.

Both Cupid and Blue joined me here, which surprised me because I forgot to ask anyone if they wanted to come into the funhouse with me. Something dripped onto my face and I remember turning to Blue and scowling, ” this better not be blood. ” There was no answer that I remember. Considering everything else we see? Wouldn’t doubt that it was.

Flesh Creature: A pitbull looking puppy with two tails and a ridge of fins down his back. Left eye was bright blue with green flesh surrounding it. Right eye was grey? Brown? White socks. Light brown fur. It was laying on the floor as if forgotten. Perhaps shy?

I’m not sure how to feel about the part where it says this flesh creature represents something primal in me. Primal puppy? I’ll need to do more research on what possible representations puppies can have. Especially one that’s either sleepy or cowering down. Not that I would be super surprised there are parts of me, deep down, are still terrified of life. I am still terrified of life. Only makes sense that parts of me are, too.

Could the puppy have been forgotten? Looking up to see if anyone was going to notice it sitting there?

Personal Word: Freedom

I need to meditate on what this word could mean. It’s supposed to be a word that’s important to me. Due to current personal circumstances, I am inclined to think this means some kind of financial freedom. But, as this is a spiritual exercise I’m not sure that’s right? Abundance comes to mind. Freedom of expression? Freedom of practice? Freedom to be myself whoever that may turn out to be? There was a lack of that in my childhood so, that could be a definite possibility.